Fat

They say you are fat
No feminity, no tact.
Like a ball you are growing
Look how beauty in us is flowing.

You look at them and wonder
Was your creation some kind of blunder.
Inferior you start feeling within
As if being fat is a big sin.

They dont know who really is you
Nor do they know you when you are blue.
All they see is how you look outside
Would you be fun on the bedside.

They are fools and so become you
Like an animal caged in zoo.
In trying to follow their dictum
Loose yourself to them, become their victim.

Dilemma

Everytime you take his name
My heart skips a beat
Everytime you talk of peace
In a shell do I retreat.

I am not the jealous kinds
Nor the one who would envy
The thought of you back to him
Scares the hell out of me.

You are mine, yet his
This truth hurts every day
Within me I feel you
Yet you are so far away.

Sometimes I want to destroy
All that we have had
But a life without you
Looks totally dead and sad.

What have you done to me
And what now do I do?
Life without you was hell
And life with you too.

Without You

Without you,
Roses are still red but devoid of fragrance,
Birds do sing but the songs of sadness.
Rivers do flow but the water looks stale,
Mountains look green but the colour is pale.

Without you,
Stars still twinkle but nights are darker,
Sun does shine but the days are shorter.
Wind still blows but the air is humid,
Rain still falls but the feel is vapid.

Without you,
Parties every night but no dance partner,
Sex without bindings but the heart emptier.
Friends in plenty but no shoulder to cry on,
Loads of independence but no hand to hold on.

Without you,
Past left behind but present bleeds,
Smile on my face but the heart weeps.
Life has moved on but future stuck just as,
I haven't stopped living but my soul has.